I have been extremely busy with school and having a real life lately, which is a very good thing, but I have been neglecting my writing.  Let the procrastination continue… or procrastination avoidance; both seem accurate depending on how I look at it or maybe my mood.

I am looking for employment now and constantly seem to be updating my resume.  Also for my job search I am attempting to come up with a personal business card, complete with a slogan, which has me doing even more self-analysis.  I always want to write when I am back in the self-analysis mode, my skills, my education, my life.  Me. Me. Me.  Ugh.  It’s kinda like dieting – the more you want to avoid food the more you find yourself thinking about it.  I have learned so much about myself over the last couple of years, but I have also learned that I can be very selfish and self-absorbed, thinking I was just the opposite.  I find myself wondering more and more if I see reality, or do I just make it up as I go along?  Well, no time to philosophize right now, but I am sure I’ll have many more conversations with myself about myself soon.

Time to finish up this business card.  I like swords, but images associated with violence may not represent me accurately, as least not as far as how I would like potential employers to see me anyway.  And that brings me to – how much of myself is it OK to reveal on a public blog?  Ha ha.  Meh.  I’m probably giving too much thought again to my self-importance… wait, that’s the very definition of the word.  Can you say circular obsession?  Whosh…

# of I’s in this post = 21
# of myself’s = 6
I guess it is all about me.  … attempting to remedy that … please stay tuned.